Pain

Am I foolish? Am I crazy?? Am I too emotional???  Or am I normal?
I don't know what I think & how I feel.  What I know? What I feel?
My heart is hurting.  I feel pain.  I don't know what to do. I can pretend I am ok.
But this pain does not go away.  I cry out to the Lord.
"Lord, please take this pain away from me..."
I see Jesus on the cross.  How much more pain he had on the cross for me?
My tear comes down. How much Jesus loves me?
My heart gets broken by man but my heart gets heal by Jesus.

Lord,
Thank you for your love for me.
Thank you for knowing my pain.
Thank you for the cross.
Lord,
Please help me to remember your pain for me.
Please help me to let you heal my heart.
Please help me to not be tempted by Satan.

Psalm 119:28
"My soul is weary with sorrow;
 strengthen me according to your word"